Thursday, December 29, 2011

Caught Between two Worlds

See I'm the gal caught between two worlds: wanting just a simple life where love is found in tender kisses, breakfast made for two lined under an oak tree; Lunch in a field of lilies by a babbling brook, silly giggles just because...

Then there's the sky scrappers, jazz that line the streets, spoken word on every stage, improvers drawing from my life, oh the shows! Most of all I’m mesmerized by the peoples going by...Why Choose?'s your life Live it!

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Dear John

I give myself permission to forgive you...Now I write this letter to say thank-you for coming into my life…so what I’ve poured my heart out and shared with you personal details and intimate secrets shared with no other…I’d do it all over again! Why? I took a risk! If I hadn't taken the chance I wouldn't have met you and because of you…I‘ve grown stronger and wiser.

I can only hope you have taken a piece of my peace that comes from the spirit that dwells within! BUT (which changes everything) know you've left me intact (body, mind, and spirit). You took your baggage back with you…I didn't own it and you over looked opportunities to unpack or resolve them. Unfortunately, you still carry the weight upon your back. But know His yoke is easy and His burden is light! However, I likened this season "covenant" where there was an intertwining of: truth, honesty, sacrifice, sincerity, and sharing. Most people prefer relationships of convenience because it doesn't require them to make scarifies and commitment...although they believe within themselves they are actually going out of their way to fulfill and make and such a relationship or covenant but in essence they have missed the mark out of fear of losing themselves… the only way to find yourself is to first lose it then can you know what your worth

I know this applies to you

A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She
is aware of who she is.

She neither seeks definition from the person she with, or
does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs.

A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough
to make all her dreams come true. She knows love,
therefore she gives love.

She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If
her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears.

A good woman has a dash of inpiration, a dabble of endurance.

She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them.

A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future.

A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her play-ground. But without God she will just be played.

A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely lessons meant to bring her closer to self-knowledge and unconditional self-love.

Girl Smile! You know have it going keep on keeping on


"In contention there is sincerity"; "Contention arises because of need"

Knowing People

Nothing is harder to see into than people's natures. Good or Bad the conditions and appearances are not always insinct. Some people are nice yet they still steal...some people appear to show respect on the surface but inside are making a mockery of others. Some people are brave on the outside but inwardly they are cowards...Some people do their best BUT are still not loyal...So then how can you really know someone...1st question them about right and wrong and observe their ideas...2nd exhaust all their arguments and see how they change...3rd bring about strategy to see how perceptive they are...4th challenge them with trouble to see how brave they are...5th find a way to observe their nature...6th present them with the prospect of gain to see how modest they are...7th give them a task to do within a specific time to how trustworthy they are.

Sunday, December 4, 2011


Joy is a choice not what you have to live on but what you live for. Joy does come in the morning when the darkness is over and it's harvest time: Learn to enjoy the journey no matter what the journey may bring.

Unshakeable Joy: A Joy that never depends on your circumstances
Things can't bring you happiness...if you sow in tears you will reap in Joy.

The Joy of the Lord is my strength...enter into the Joy of the lord

You can get Bitter or you can get Better! Joy is developed through reconciliation (reconciliations to retore harmony)Find a way to keep your Joy through trials and tribulations.

Joy is found in right relationship...producing fruit is the direct product of having a right relationship with God.

Joy is learned in responsiblities...face the risk Don't run from the risk of life's responsiblities!

Joy is found in the Journey!
J. Jesus first O. others second Y. yourself last

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Beyond, Beyond

Now believe (to have confidence in the truth, the existence, or the reliability of something, although without absolute proof that one is right in doing so) FOR THE IMPOSSIBLE, unattainable, unimaginable, inconcievable! How...Ask through Pray with action and trust without doubt remove all pride...Guard your tongue and "boldy go where no one has ever gone before" Beyond, Beyond!